Low Point

30 Days Until I Start to Go Home...

I have really hit a low point this week. All I want to do is go home. I love my kids, and I'll miss them dearly, but aside from that, I'm pretty much done. There are times when I just need to talk to someone or be away from school for a day, but that's not always possible. It's frustrating, tiring, and I'm just so drained in multiple ways that I don't even want to function. It's sad. I just want to be back in Indiana with my family and friends.

My only complaint about this experience is that you don't really get to know the people you're with until you get out here. Spending about two hours a month leading up to this doesn't really prepare you for living with someone for four months. In my case, the first two months were great, but the last few weeks have been really crappy, for lack of a better word. Since the ladies moved upstairs, I've been a bit of a loner, and I don't like it.

I'm really hoping the next four(ish) weeks go fast. I'm tired and I miss Indiana.

Sorry if this was really complain-y, but it's just how I'm feeling. All I want to do is just go home and stay there for awhile, so I cannot wait until December 8th, when I'll start driving back home.